What is happening to me?

I am not sure what to do the painting is no longer portrays my beauty but of some hideous creature what is the meaning of this? I summoned basil so we could have a little chat about his lovely art work. Like clock work basil came to see me it is very amusing actually how much he worships me. I find it some what interesting to see how shocked Basil is at the painting. He did try to tell me it was because I worship my looks way to much but i say to heck with what he thinks I love my self way to much to ever change my ways. For some odd reason I felt so much anger and hatred towards my dear old friend, but friend or not that did not stop me from stabbing him until he was dead until I saw the life leave his eyes. I felt so reveled that he was gone so I went about my day to my dearest friend Lord Henry, oh how I adore him. He reminded me that i had would do anything to stay beautiful and for the picture to age and that is exactly what is happening oh the joy I shall stay young forever!